In movies like “Came Down to City from Town”, they always put a scene like the main character stands in this really crowded street and the camera turns around her, below, u know, like she got kinda dizzy because of all the noises and people and lights and all ..You know. And i would always laugh thinking they exaggerate the whole thing.

Now i know that they dont. It’s been like 2 months since i’m away from Istanbul and i was out with friends just on the very first day i arrived in Ist, the city gave me a headache. I also standed in a crowded street (which is in Uskudar) my head swimming. God, that was strange =s

But of course i’m glad i’m back. There is no place like home =)

It’s been 5 days already since i arrived. Days are passing way really fast and i was supposed to go to two different dental hospitals at least. Did i? No, i didn’t =s .. well, i’ll go to one i guess, today. Wait a sec, today is Arefe and the holidays start today. Well done K.t., really.

Well, whatever doesn’t sound right but .. well.

I’ll have exams after the holidays, starts on 8th of Dec with the Conservative Dentistry (tooth fillings and bleachings and all, u know). Guess i should start studing.

I also stopped translating Kare Kano. What am i doing anyway?

We have become way so lazy, haven’t we? Is that the way a Muslim is supposed to be? Lazy? Uncaring? Unconcerned? Without a worry in life?

Yeah, right. Simply don’t watch TV when it’s about wars that so many innocents die in terrible ways, being forced to leave their homelands .. Animals treated bad, Green being murdered, world cracking .. People turning into things that are way much lower than animals, being dishonest to even themselves ..

The more we stay away from the “natural” the more we’re becoming “unnatural” ..

Good for us. We’re all gonna die anyway, right? Yeah, right. And what are you gonna say when u’r asked what u did to save the world? What? What were u to do on only your own?? Good answer, hon. Stick to that.